Well after the crazy episode I had with Drew being lethargic last friday. I talked to a Ross Rep and she told me it sounds like Drew has a severe Protien Sensitivity or allergy.  It is something that most kids grow out of by age 3. So really pretty minor in the whole sceme of things.  It is just  “WAHH” at first.  I could get more into it but once again Drew is stirring in his crib so I better get him. Plus the other kids want to get the slip-n-slid out and I have 2 loads of laundry to fold one in the dryer one in the washer and 2 that need to be washed yet and one on the line. Not to mention the rest of my house.  My posts should always be called “i am on here because I don’t want to clean my house”

That I start topamax, for my headaches… I am pretty nervous about it. It has like a TON of crazy side effects. i am not sure if they will be better than the headaches.  One good side effect is weight loss. I am struggling   loosing weight!  I am at 167 now…( am going to keep my weights and such on here too so help me keep track, I know somepeople are weight crazy…I am more crazy how I fit into my clothes)  That is all I got now. My house is a disaster and I need to pick up now while Drew is sleeping.    It is a never ending process!  AHHHH to have a maid or a nanny…that would be the life.  If I had eiher one of those I would have to go back to work full time to not feel guilty about having one so….I will stay at home and continue to clean my messy house!

I have my niece’s girls today and on my way home from picking them up I got a crazy migraine. It came on pretty quick. It is so frustrating.  They totally knock me on my butt. It has been 3 hours since I took my medicine for it and it is tolerable now but still there. Plus I feel like am hung over.  this week they just started up I usually dont get themwhen I am pregnant. After the 15th week or so any way.  but now they are back and it makes me mad and want to cry all at the same time.  I think it is probably hard for someone to understand who has never had a bad headache, it totally takes over your whole body.   I called my doc today and he wasn’t in so hopefully the next thing we try is going to be the miracle I am looking for.   Plus I have not really started up my period since I had Drew. So hormonally I know my body is out of wack too. I plan on starting the pill just for a short while to get things a little more regular there too.  I am anti Birthcontrol pill. but I will not be using as birth control.   The bad thing about these headaches is how bad of a mom I can be.  I am so short with my kids…sigh.  I just hate the way I feel and the way I am with a stinking migraine!

PLUS, the fack that Drew is still up 2-3 times a night doesn’t help either.  I know he is only 10 weeks old but it sure would be nice to go to bed and know that I am FOR SURE going to get at least 3-4 hours of straight sleep…this too will pass…I will blink twice and he will be 2 years old…then 6…then…

Drew is up from his nap…got to go.

This is my first time doing this!  I know we need to write just like it is a journal on my night stand but it is going to take some time to get used to this!